26 | Morning in your childhood home

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Hi everyone,

I’ve been a strange sort of transitory headspace lately, mostly due to a couple of weeks spent helping my parents (both in their 70s) as my dad recovered from knee surgery. It was quite incredible how those two+ weeks knocked me off-course. Before then, I didn’t realize how much my mental health depends on the small unstructured yet dependable moments of my life: my quiet morning coffee, my daily walk around the neighbourhood, my evenings spent chatting with my husband. Add to that the heightened stress and anxiety of caring for ageing parents, and for a while I felt like I was floating between realities, unmoored.

Despite the fact that things are largely back to normal, I don’t have complex thoughts for this edition of Deadmedia. I hope, though, that you’ll accept a very old blog post of mine, which I wrote in 2010 immediately after moving back to Toronto from Calgary. My husband and I had spent the night at my parents’ house before continuing on to our new apartment, and I remember feeling very disoriented the next morning, in those first few moments before waking up fully. Given that I did spend a few nights at my parents’ house recently and many hours during the days otherwise, randomly rediscovering the post last week really struck me. So many things are different but still so much the same, 14 years later.

You can read it here, but I’ve also included it below (it’s v. short).

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PS, some extras:

In case you missed it, I’ve had an article published at the Science Fiction & Fantasy Writers Association blog: Character Development Lessons From Video Games. I’m also very excited to be a panelist at the very first Filipino-Canadian Book Festival in July! I’ll share the details as soon as I have them, so watch this space or my other social media spaces - yay!

Also, I wanted to share a few cool things I’ve read and watched recently: Firstly, I’ve been enjoying virtual readings by Strong Women - Strange Worlds, who promote women and nonbinary authors writing sci-fi, fantasy, and horror. The latest event featured Kristy Gardner as one of the authors and it was a lot of fun, especially since I’m reading her Broken Stars series right now! I’ve also started reading Corinne Cunningham’s new book Paths Through the Year: a Year-long Exploration into Place, Creativity, and Self, and I love her introspective reflections on a slower, intentional life. It’s the exact kind of comfort I need right now.

Thanks for reading Deadmedia today, and leave a comment to let me know what you thought!

Talk soon,
-Sg.

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